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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

stolen from michelle f. I always do these weeks later. hahaha


In 2008 I.
.

{ x } broke a promise
{ } made a new best friend
{ } fell in love
{ x } fell out of love supposedly, but i don't believe in falling out of love, really.
{ x} did something you swore never to do always, can't really remember tho.
{ x} lied
{ x}stole
{ x }went behind your parents back haha
{x }cried over a broken heart 
{ }dissapointed someone close didn't really care tho
{x }hidden a secret of course
{x }pretended to be happy
{  } got arrested
{ x } got kissed in the rain  i believe so?
{ } slept under the stars argh i want to!
{ } kept your new years resolution sorta?
{ }forgot your new years resolution
{ }met someone who changed your life yes
{ } met one of your idols
{x }changed your outlook on life
{x }sat home all day doing nothing
{ x}pretended to be sick
{ x } left the country
{  }almost died
{x  } gave up something important to you
{ } lost something expensive
{x }learned something new about yourself practically everyday
{ x} tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
{x }made a change in your life
{x }found out who your true friends were it's always senior year when it dawns to me.
{x } made a total fool of yourself
{x }met great people


#2

2008 Your Love Life....
Single/Taken? taken
How many relationships did you have? 2.5
How many break ups? 3

2007 Friends and Enemies......

Did you meet any new friends this year? yes
Did any of your friendships end? drifting
Did you dislike anyone? still that same one person.
Did you get into any fights? nah
Did you make any new enemies? nah
Did you resolve any fights? sort of
Who was your closest friend in 2007? mila

2008....The Holidays!

Did you have a Valentine? sort of. just went to watch a movie with a guy i was sorta dating, nothing sweet or romantic tho. he's a douche.
Did the Easter bunny visit you? no
Did u watch fireworks on the 4th of July? was in hk
Did you dress up for Halloween? yes, i was sakura from st fighter! my bf was ken ;)
What did you do for Thanksgiving? went to my relative's from my dad's side, and also my bf's stepdad's relatives lunch
Did you make a list of gifts for the holidays? nah, i just did it
Did you receive what you wanted? sort of
Were you good this holiday season? dunno how i was bad

2008 Your BIRTHDAY!!!

How old did you turn? 21
Did you have a cake? nah
What did you do for your birthday? watched radiohead, skipped all my classes, had lunch with my bf (not bf then) went to rush, chilled at the standard
Did you have a party? sorta
Did you get any presents? sorta, radiohead tickets, free meals, lol

2008......The Memories and Accomplishments!

Funnest Memory? probably guilin over summer
Saddest Memory? too many
Biggest Accomplishments? moving on
Most Embarrassing Memory? i dunno

2008.....All about YOU....

Did you change at all this year? sorta, i think so
Was 2008 a good year? better than 2007. it was split, good and bad. definitely pretty good after summer.
Did 2008 bring any new insights? yeh, don't trust your feelings, just find joy.
Do you think 2009 will top 2008? i dunno, scared. doubt it actually.
Do you have any goals for 2009? a lot...
Do you wish 2008 wouldn't end? yeh, i need to find a job, but im scared.
Did you plan to do anything special for NYE 2008?  well i went to nyc, was gonna go to times sq, but stayed for 30 mins and it was too cold
Will you be kissing at Midnight? yep did so =)

1) Was 2008 a good year for you?
2008 was definitely better than 2007 in every possible way. but first half of 2008 was still pretty bad, but 2nd half of 2008 was pretty awesome. i literally haven't been this happy since...i don't know. i've never in my whole entire life (including my childhood) had such a near flawless 6 months.

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
beginning of august, end of september - end of dec

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
hard to say, even though there was really bad moments, there were some good moments to help it. but i'd say, jan was pretty bad, feb was not too good either, march was very good and very very bad at the same time, april was kinda blah, may wasn't good, june wasn't good. july wasn't too good either

4) Where were you when 2008 began?
hong kong, armani bar

5) Who were you with?
mila, michelle liu, ken, ben, jess and them

6) Where will you be when 2008 ends?
i was in nyc, tried times sq but failed

7) Who will you be with when 2008 ends?
my bf

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2008?
same as 2008 lol, and a couple new ones
read more, take more photos, write more poetry, scrapbook more, be more artsy, cook more
study harder, study more
eat more healthy
be more confident, be a better daughter
find a job, stay in the US

10) Did you fall in love in 2008?
no

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2008?
yeh

16) Did you make any new friends in 2008?
yeh

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
my bf =p

18) What was your favorite month of 2008?
hmm, december

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2008?
nevada, california, new york (stopped at texas)

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2008?
yes, my ex. he was the closest thing to me for 2 years, kind of hard, but it's for the best.

23) What was your favorite Movie that you saw in 2008?
jumper?

24) What was your favorite song from 2008?
violet hills - coldplay

26) How many concerts did you see in 2008?
radiohead, cold play

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2008?
yeh, i actually got drunk a couple times, nye was horrible, and my birthday was pretty bad too. otherwise it was all good.

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2008?
2

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
hmm, somewhat.

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2008?
i love you, and i haven't had sex in a long time.

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2008?
haha, subconsciously, revenge is a dish best served cold.

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2008?
yes, yes and yes.

36) How much money did you spend in 2008?
TOO MUCH!!! the most ever. always constantly broke!!!

37) What was your proudest moment of 2008?
i moved on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2008?
i can't recall

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2008...
fix my grades, maybe got with my bf earlier. or not get back with my ex at all.

40) What are your plans for 2009?
find a job. many things...ahhh.


so it's the 3rd time i'm doing this survey....last did it 3 years ago....


3 YEARS AGO TODAY:

How old were you?: 18, dang can't believe it was so long ago, i remember it like yesterday
What grade/year were you in?: grade 12/year 13
Where did you go to school?: kgv
Where did you work?: i tutored mina english weekly for 4 hours
Where did you live?: argyle st.
How was your hair style?: shoulder length?

Did you have braces?: not then
Did you wear glasses?: no
Who was your best friend?: mila
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend: i didn't have one
Who was your celebrity crush?: n/a spongebob...lol
How many tattoos did you have?: n/a
How many piercings did you have?: 3 left 2 right, cartilage, belly/navel ring+industrial
What car did you drive?: SLR mclaren, still
What was your favorite band/group?: trance, pvd, avb, portishead, ferry corsten, oceanlab, garbage

did you smoked a cigarette yet?: yeh
Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: yeh
Had you driven yet?: no
Had you been to a real party yet?: yes
had your heart broken?: yes
Had broken someones heart?: yes

**NOW.....
How old are you?: 21
Where do you go to school?: usc
Where do you work at?: northwestern mutual sfg
Where do you live?: LA
How is your hair style?: long straight
Do you have braces?: no
Do you wear glasses?: no
Who is your best friend?: a couple
Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?: christian
Who is your celeb crush?: n/a
How many piercings do you have?: same + tongue
How many tattoos?: none
What kind of car do you drive?: none still =(
What is your favorite singer/group?: coldplay, jay chou, oceanlab, goo goo dolls, nirvana, ferry corsten, avb
What is your biggest fear?: dying alone and suddenly, moving on/permanent changes, getting cheated on.
have you smoked a cigarette?: quit
Have you gotten drunk or high?: yes
Have you been to a real party?: yes
Has your heart been broken?: yeh
Had broken someones heart?: yeh....

THEN:
How old are you?: 18
Where do you go to school?: usc
Where do you work at?: none yet
Where do you live?: Hong Kong, LA
How is your hair style?: long straight
Do you have braces?: no
Do you wear glasses?: no
Who is your best friend?: a couple
Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
Who is your celeb crush?: hmm chad michael murrey? i wish he wasnt such an ass.
How many piercings do you have?: same + industrial+tongue
How many tattoos?: none
What kind of car do you drive?: none still =(
What is your favorite singer/group?: oceanlab, armin, garbage, coldplay, jay chou...etc
What is your biggest fear?: dying alone and suddenly, moving on/permanent changes
have you smoked a cigarette?: quit
Have you gotten drunk or high?: yes
Have you been to a real party?: 852 baby!
Has your heart been broken?: yeh
Had broken someones heart?: yeh....


Friday, June 29, 2007

Currently Reading
The Journals of Sylvia Plath
By Sylvia Plath
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my mind feels free.
i'm getting better...
the pain isn't going away though.
one day it will.

i just need a good night sleep without waking up 3+ times. went to bed at 3ish, fell asleep at 4. woke up at 8am, went back to sleep 15 mins later, woke up at 9.30, went back to sleep 10 mins later, woke up at 10.58, went back to sleep 20 mins later, woke up at 12.06...and yeh, that's pretty much my sleeping pattern. i'm lucky today it's only taken me an average of 15 mins to fall back asleep each time. usually it takes me an hour at least one of those times. argh!!!
i need adderall so i can just study my butt off.
and more than 2 meals a day and i'll be set.
need to buckle down and study hardcore this whole week....

i miss home...so...much, i've never been so homesick before....
i miss last summer so much. last summer was soooo awesome...i wish i could just press rewind and pause. i wish i appreciated it more during the time.
now i can only reminisce.
some may argue i can make the most of this summer...but with given circumstances...less resources and an overload of summer school...it's a lot easier said than done.
i miss my family.................i am so so so homesick, and i've never been the type to get homesick...i was like the type "C" child "anxious avoidant" in attachment theory. lol.

ever since i've left home, i've started to appreciate the asian culture more and more each day. even my ricecooker makes me smile. i didn't even like bubble tea THAT much until i came here, like i'd pick starbucks over bubble tea before (well, realistically bubble tea cause it was only like 0.50 and starbucks is like $3+, but if i had the money then...), now that's def not the case! i want lychee yogurt snow!!! i was also sick of eating rice every day....
now i'm waiting for hot steamed white rice with great anticipation...i haven't eaten a meal in 45 hours...and i haven't been snacking much either...i'm finally hungry.

be hungry celine, eattttt!!! but i have no appetite, and i'm too lazy to force myself to cook. i am losing weight, NOT COOL, i don't want to lose certain body fat!

i want to read. but i have to study =(

i really really really wish i could just go home, even for the weekend.......................*sigh*
i feel like mother watts in the film "a trip to bountiful" -_-"""


Tuesday, June 12, 2007

credits to michelle f... =)

im taking calc I this summer (along with others)
if i pass this class.
if i pass the other 3 classes and my schedule doesn't screw up for the next 3 semester...
i can graduate with a B.A. in psychology next year =)
and graduate with my B.S in business in 2009!
im excited! now i just have to work my ass off.

maybe i'll ditch business.
doubt it. but it's a thought, if i wanna get outta usc a year early.
i could save money too.

ok midterm and paper tmr.
attempting to study hard....
green tea mochi balls are <3

edit. whoops nvm, guess i'm gonna stick with business. i forgot if i dropped business i'll have to have 104 college of arts and science units instead of 96. blah. after i complete psych i'll have 97. so no can do unless i just take 7 units of randomass classes over summer or something....


Wednesday, June 06, 2007

so the past week or so has been purely moving...and i'm still trying to settle in my new apt, not that there's any difficulties, it's just that there's too much to unpack! and i finally got internet...!


old room


new room

process of unpacking:





yes my lovesac is huge.

nothing new. something with me and fobby girls in the summer (although i'm a fob too, i'm talking about really fobby =p). i just made my first new friend in summer school, highly doubt i'll make anymore.

like last summer i was chilling with this pretty fobby girl most of the time.
i think there is more similarities than i've denied.
there really is some truth to fobby girls and naivete. but isn't naivete rather subjective? you can be completely street smart in the centre of manhatten but completely clueless in shan dong of china....
of course, an extreme example would be paris hilton/nicole richie in a simple life.
surely, they know how to tell apart the shadiness, or just deal with it. but when it came to the simplicity of rural life, or even walmart...they were naive.


Thursday, May 31, 2007

Currently Reading
Lullaby: A Novel
By Chuck Palahniuk
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so the past full week has been packing, moving, cleaning, packing moving cleaning. lots of huge furniture, and i actually moved EVERYTHING...APART from the huge furnitures, ALL BY MYSELF!!! and that's a LOT of junk i have...like my 5X 1 gallon garbage bags of shoes...my 4-5 suitcases of clothes...racks, desks stuff, lamps...etc. dang im pretty proud of myself. moving out of the dorms i had shin help me... well this time the big stuff was mainly moved by chris....

though i didn't assemble the tromso/ikea loft bed by myself this time...kinda sad to have to take apart my painstaking masterpiece. LOL but yeh, it's a lot quicker with someone's help...

i also just got off the phone with my grandmother...she had some sort of food poisoning and was admitted to the hospital...i'm glad to hear she's ok now. i used to be really close with her...but we kinda drifted apart as i grew up
i really miss home now =(
so the first thing she asks me is if i've found a christian youth group to attend.
not yet
and i do mean that...
so yeh, forgot to add that to my list of fall semester goals.
i think i need it anyways.

oh i ran a total of 8.7 miles last week!!! haha i've never ran so much in a week before...!

stealing wireless is a biatch. but i won't even be able to in my new apt T_T
so they don't have dsl in my new apt, how lame is that...so now i have to get timewarner...ew
i <3 my new apt! it's super messy now tho. oh because it turned out the mikael workstation wouldn't fit under my loft bed, i also had to move my lovesac and desk across the room. and i did that all by myself too! it was NOT EASY!!! the carpet was like a suction...but i'm getting strong. and the lovesac is the HEAVIEST thing ever, it's not even funny...it was such a struggle for me to put it on chris' head. i think if it were anyone else trying to move that bigass blob by any way other than dragging and pushing...they wouldn't be able to....i swear that thing is like 300 lbs

last night i get to be in my old apt. lease actually ended today and i was supposed to turn in the keys by 5pm but when i called at 4.45 they said they won't be able to...thank goodness cause i actually didn't finish cleaning up until 5.30pm =p



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